chocolatelover87

Well, it's been a long time since I said I'd upload anything. That didn't happen. 

I really love this fandom, seriously, but I've kind of drifted from the fanfiction world.

I think it's time for a formal goodbye. I'm sorry about the stories you never got to read, or the stories I never finished, but I've been gone for too long to come back. I've tried to come back several times, but I never had the motivation that I used to have. 

The pure excitement of just wanting to write a story so that others could read it. The feeling that I used to get when someone favorited one of my stories. I remember it very well. 

I'm leaving, now, probably forever. What was my first reader insert? Oh, Last Smile. A songfic. Oneshot.

Well, here. This part of my life was only a oneshot. And here, I finally say goodbye.

I AM SO BAD AT UPLOADING STUFF. 

LIKE UGHHHH (Thus, the title of this journal was decided.) Like, I'm super duper duper duper super sorry. I just can't really get into all of this like I had before. I feel really bad and I'm starting to write an original story (or two!) because school was boring me, but HEEEYYY it's summer vacation! I think the entire plot and stuff is really good, but when I actually write it, IT'S SUPER BAD. And I can't seem to execute the plot correctly, so then it get frustrating! 

;__; Yuup, but HEY, at least you know I'm not totally dead! How fortunate! 


I'll write again if I remember! And if I actually get on dA.... >__>

So uploading over summer break was lie. Yes. I lied. I am gomen to thee.

So uploading over summer break was lie. Yes. I lied. I am gomen to thee.

OK, I apologize for that unannounced hiatus.
It's just that, how to explain...
I seriously just CAN'T make a chapter for each battle for the AmericaXReader that I have put off. Gosh, I think the last time I updated that was all the way back in late July.
Okay, so here's my plan.

Make a whole long chapter describing the long war up to pne of the main battles, like the Battle of Gettysberg and such.
Then, have the ending of the war and all.
And lastly, the epilougue.

Okay, it was either that or I cut off the whole fiction together.
I think the part that was getting to me was the research of it. For me, it was rather troublesome.

First off, I didn't have enough time for the research. I lose a lot of sleep, so I slept the day away.
Second, all that research left me bored and uninterested. I've heard that if you don't enjoy writing it, then your readers wpn't enjoy reading it, and I most CERTAINLY did not want to find out if that was true or not.

Right now, I'm making a present for someone, and I got my laptop back.
I'll probably update soon, because my classes ended today and it's summer break.